When do I feel most alive ? What is it that I am doing then? What is it that is inside of me that seeks something better ? Do I think that knowing some new secret knowledge will make me better ? Do I really believe that ?

What is the next step ? Will I know it when I see it ? Will I reject it because it doesn’t fit with my current view of the world ? 

Who is to say what the best way is ? Is there more to life than acquiring material goods ? Am I not alive ? Doesn’t just being alive mean I have a chance to learn and grow ? Doesn’t this mean that I have a chance to become more than I am now ? Isn’t that enough ?

Why cry over spilled milk ? Why not just get the cat to lick it up ? Is not the loss of one thing just making room for the next thing ?

What do I gain by being negative ? What do I gain by being positive ? Which is better ?

Is this a good start ? Or do I have to ask more and better questions ?